BESTFRIEND

Dear Bestfriend!
From the day I’ve met, 6 years ago
Several years
Laughter
Tears
Smiles
Secrets
Gossips
Joy
Shared
I've never noticed the way she made me laugh
She was helped me through many hard times
She was supported all my good and bad choices
She was always a shoulder when I needed to cry
She is the only person who knows me from the inside out
She know all about me
I don't know what I would ever do without her
She is my bestfriend

a Bestfriend is someone who will always be there for you
Someone who will help you get through the hard things in life
No matter where our hearts lead us, you'll always be my best friend!

I'll be her best friend
I'll be her sister
Thanks for always being there for me

- me & inonk -

HOW TO DISAPPEAR COMPLETELY

I know the moment's already passed

I'll be gone I never knew where to move on
Just waste my time
Wait for a minute!
Take a long breath! yeah

I want none of this
I re-read his notes for me last year,
he said "I love you more than you know"
I saw he cried in front of me
and now I am crying when I re-read his note

The promises you made just bosh
What should I do?
and what do you want?
U look like a strange fish now

I'll go away
I'll disappear completely
Don't distract me again, please!
If you give up on me now,
I'll be gutted like I've never been before
Open Up, begin again
Think about the goods time and never the bad
Clear to pass, distraction is defeated
Resistance makes me strong
Never look back
I believe you are nothing

yeah NOTHING!

- 2006 until 2009 -

N U M B

This body has become weak
It's become numb.
Can't feel a thing
This heart cannot feel anymore
My mind cannot think anymore
My ears cannot hear anymore
I'm comfortably numb
Now all these painful and terrible feelings

L'elan Vital - The Wink And The Gun

L’elan Vital are a five-piece post-rock band from Denver, Colorado.
Their style combines electronical as well as classical influences and expands the limits of the genre to a more open and original sound, including strong compositions and light melodies. Their debut album The Wink And The Gun was released in February 2008.

When the night has come, I look for my ipod then I listened L'elan Vital again and again. Beautiful one.
And I Remember :
I cried myself to sleep. I wish you well and it seemed to be so true.
I'm hurt, but you'll see I'm ok.
promises are waste. belived in yesterday.
It's freezing thought, It's warm as I recall.
Do you believe I can change?
Well, I still know what's good and right.

- me and you -